Half of a Heartbeat |
My name is Rebeckah. I am 18 years young, and in love with life and God. I have survived sixteen suicide attempts. Sixteen. I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder, and was hospitalized for suicidal tendencies. My depression used to define me. I let it drive me; it made me who I am. But now, I'm working on being more than who I am. Who am I without depression's definition? I am an optimistic realist. Therefore, I also describe myself as a walking paradox. I love photography. In fact, I have my own business. I am addicted to beautiful things. Stana Katic is my hero. The beach is home. So is New York City. I love belonging to a fandom. Castlee, for the win, yo. (And NCIS. And Bones. And Grey's. Rookie Blue. And, yeah. But Castle takes it all.) I love coffee. Mostly Starbucks. (Grande skim latte with two pumps of sugar-free vanilla. What else?) I love playing my guitar, and writing music. I love anything vintage. I love cultures and diversity. I am addicted to symbolism. In literature, TV, movies... everything. And I love to love anything and everything. And that's who I am. Any questions? (: Follow @songsmakesense |
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The Lines Across My Face
Who am I, you ask? Let me tell you. :)
I’m quiet when you first meet me…but later on, you’ll be begging me to shut up.
I’m loud and crazy with the people that I love the most and the people I feel secure with.I’m slow to trust, and even slower to spill my heart out. I play things close to the vest…and it takes me a while to share what I’m really feeling.
But if you take the chance and get to know me, what you’ll find is a girl that loves to have fun, that loves God, that loves to play guitar and write, that loves to help in any way possible, that’s always there for her friends when they need her the most, that loves to talk and dance and sing at the top of my lungs, that loves to love.
I love to love Jesus.
I love to love people.
I love to love food.
I love to love movies, and TV shows, and songs and art.
I love to love life.
I try and do everything I do with a passion and a love for whatever it is. Even if I hate it.I just really, honestly, truly love to love, with everything I am.
“The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is to love, and to be loved in return.” (:
